Bad day | whatsername's Blog

Worst day yet this year.
I don't know why I felt that way...

Today I had a test at chemestry. I studied yesterday a lot and I knew everything I needed to know by heart.
I started doing the simple exercises (keeping the harder ones for the end). Everything cool. Then when I wanted to do the first of the harder exercises I just blocked. Couldn't remember anything, nor understand. The teacher explained two times what I had to do, but I didn't understand anything. It was like I departed from my knowledge and everything around me seemed unclear, like it was in fog. Nothing made sense anymore. I panicked. I tried to calm down and remember stuff, but I couldn't. I just sat there watching my paper and moving in my chair, playing with my pencil. The teacher asked me something, but I lost my voice. She asked me what's wrong, but I couldn't tell. I was so panicked.
I looked down and suddenly started crying. I couldn't hold my tears whatever I did, but I did my best to hide that I was crying. I cried for at least 30 minutes. I just wanted to get up and run somewhere else. I wanted to move as far as possible from that place. Failing a single test won't do much damage to me, but the only things in my mind were that I'm a failure, this will ruin me and beyond that. I gave my test when the teacher said our time is over. It was almost blank.
I opened the door and ran.
Ran where my mum works. I opened the door to her office and wanted to hug my mum, but instead I was so dizzy by now I just fell near her chair, crying like crazy. She made me get up and I almost fell over her desk. I sat on a chair there and she asked me what's wrong. Through many tears I told her what had happened. She held me until I was finished crying.
Then I went back to school. I was late of course, I lied that I had a problem with my stomach.
I needed to cry for hours after, but I didn't because I was never alone. Now I have a headache and I feel depressed.

This is what exessive stress + fatigue does to you :[
Does anyone know the name of this... thing that happened to me?